you would think by now i would put up with everything my mother says and does but i cant… since i was little she always had this negative attitude either indirectly calling me fat or telling me none of my friends are really my friends but they are just using me for taking them places or doing stuff for her. I wonder why i have trust issues when i have a mom like this. Now with my own boyfriend she only looks at his bad qualities and always telling me that i need to stop doing stuff for him and im chasing him blah blah blah. OMG i am not chasing my own boyfriend. just cause i help him with recycling doesnt fucking mean that i do all his chores for him.. SHUT UP!
And now with my whole cousin situation. Does she not understand i only have one family member in san diego that i tolerate. And during summer is the only time i would love to go see my family or them come here. BUT NO! just cause i am fucking going to vegas she thinks that im doing to much this summer and that i dont need to go. in addition shes telling me that my cousins dont really want me there that they only invited me to be nice or to make me shut up. YOU SHUT UP! YOURE THE REASON NO ONE FUCKING COMES HERE! Just cause they take 2 days to call back doesnt fucking mean they dont want to come here NOR does it mean you dont call them back! we are not in high school youre 65 fucking years old and youre acting like a spoiled brat! you dont care that i cry almost every day cause all i want to see is my family. Also you are to stingy to be wiling to pay for half their ticket NOR are you willing to fucking as why they cant come. GET OVER YOURSELF this dam world doesnt revolve around one single person and you fucking have a daughter who wants her family who wants company. I spend so much fucking money cause i havent have people over. family is the only person i can have over and now you wont even let them come. I hate this i hate how youre trapping me in this house i am no 5 and i am not a fucking baby anymore. LET ME MAKE MY OWN DAM CHOICES!!!!
sorry tumblr rant….